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Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
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I do NOT care about anyone on this anymore...and ithe few that i do care about, you will receive an email within the next 24 hours.
I am sick of all the lies and deceit and bull that live journal is about, and honestly...i could care less if any, and i mean ANY of you think or believe.
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Grunge! You're all about the music and would even
turn your back on fame just to stay true to
your roots... You reached your high in the
early '90s, but you're still making some good
stuff! Keep rocking!
What genre of rock are you?
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i have a new chapter to start in my life...no more of ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) hcohardcore anymore...if i want to write anymore i'll start a new journal...friends only. and if you want to be my friend, you'll have to ask.
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Pray for me...please.
I'm going to need it.
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Saturday, August 7th, 2004
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| Subject: | yay |
| Time: | 1:30 pm. |
| Mood: |  anxious. | | Music: | Atreyu - Bleeding Mascara. |
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Im leaving in a few to go to Partaaaay Valley!! ROCK!
fix the car yo!
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i got that job at mary coyles...and the interview went a little something like this:
Bobby-whats up man?
me-uh, not much
bobby-good good...so what days can you work?
me-any day sir
bobby-ok, well, go get your foodhandlers card ok?
me-ok
bobby-youre a good kid, right? no drugs or anything?
me-nope
bobby-ok, see you next week; welcome aboard.
What an easy interview...haha.
( gay movie list have fun?? )
Sorry i was kinda bored yet not really...now im gonna play manhunt for a bit til i go to sleep...prescott in the morning so i can get my CAR!!! ♥
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jared says:
everything eh...
"You're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything..." says:
yo sup homie
jared says:
what up negro
"You're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything..." says:
not much...just had a nice little interview at Mary Coyles Ice cream parlor
jared says:
dont get to close to the freezer your boobies will; harden
"You're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything..." says:
i know my and my sillicone boooobieeees
"You're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything..." says:
i guess were playing ashow with you guys at cornerstone sometime in like a month or so
jared says:
hooray for silicone for without it what would the paparazzi look for
"You're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything..." says:
i got a car for free too im going up to prescott soon to fix the fuel pump and its my piece of crap to keep
jared says:
o really fool
jared says:
did not know that but then again what else is new
"You're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything..." says:
hha its not a set date yet i guess(i guess cornerstone in avondale talked to ryan or something, whoever they talked to agreed on it, but the dates gonna be set once you guys are in town obviously)
"You're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything..." says:
ok im gonna go to school and all that jazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz and listen to the curse by atreyu....mmmmmmmmmmm
jared says:
ok buddy c ya ;ater
"You're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything..." says:
call me niaaaaaga soon
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Jared was a good roommate...sigh...i miss our cute little apartment with mary kate and ashley olsen and kristin and natalie's plants.
Im gonna go get money for school
matthew GILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLBERt...
if i dont fix my new car i will definitely take you up on the offer...if not, i still might lend it to you...cuz im freaking cool like that. I <3 you sooo much!
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Ok heres the deal:
I have a car waiting...but i need to fix the fuel pump and have a tank of gas to get home.
problem is i have VERY little money...
Alex (rufio) said he'd lend me 10 bucks...i love men like him. mmmmmm...men.
heres the deal...if you love me and want to donate ANY, and i mean ANY amount of cash to me for the "josh needs a vehicle" fund...please let me know. i would love you forever. please please PLEASE!!!
♥
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Thursday, August 5th, 2004
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i dont want to deal with this BS right now....DONT EVER try to tell me how to feel Sam, or question my heart.
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i just have to fix it...its in p-valley..trevor gave it to me. its a 1988 mazda 626.
its ugly but its a car!! ROCK!! With a CD player too!! and its a 5speed.
WHAT AN ANSWER TO PRAYER!!
the 928 was good, got to see pastor mike and missa.
fun fun fun fun fun fun.
lindsay logan shouldnt call the kettle black...
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Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
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Am i the only fag that cries during Peter Pan...its like my favorite movie...the new one that is..
Its sucha dark love story...*kiss*
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I miss the Globe sunset...and I miss the Carefree Highway stars.
I miss drivng the US60 with my closest friend; my brother, in Arizona's biggest electrical storm in the past five years.
I miss Aeriana...I feel as if she's going to grow up without me.
I miss just talking to Kristin and being so incredibly mean to her, but its so subtle and she's so naive its funny...
I miss all nighters with the wolf blanket and Toxic, and the last few nights alone...
I miss XBOX in the girls dorms by myself...
I miss a little boy (at the time) keeping me up half the night playing XBOX when I had to take the SATs in the morning...
I miss that same little boy playing with his Palm Pilot and turning on and off the tv and vcr and stereo with it...
I miss that SAME little boy talking in his sleep all night long...
I'm proud of that little boy for growing up and being on his way to being an AMAZING Man of God...
I'm also proud to tell the world that the SAME little man is as close, if not closer than blood to me...and I love him with my all...
I miss skinny dipping in Globe hotels...and getting extra towels wearing only one towel in the front...
I miss the fact that the only reason we got the stage set up was because I was wearing a buff shirt
I miss Ovaltine nights.
I miss the 928 (both of them that matter)
I miss Ashley...she's so random and cute.
I miss grilled fish nights "fish n' burr"
I miss GCU.
I miss acoustic guitar in the soft light of the coffee shop, knowing that someday everything was gonna be alright...love would come.
I miss driving around aimlessly in Tacoma, wondering what there was for a 16 year old boy to do by himself...
I miss DDR DAYS with my old best friend...Good times we've had...too bad its been like this for awhile...time has passed, but it still hurts a lot.
Omlettes were cool too.
I miss Halo with A-Stizle and Dirty Work and Snuggletyme...
I miss Greeley house parties with Throw up boy and drunken Hubbard and his goofy Eclipse cigarettes...and stupid retards trying to get away with stealing an ENTIRE liquor cabinet.
I miss Nogales with Brent, TruZe, Chris, April and Elizabeth (not being there persay, but the driving and the friendship based off of me the designated driver...although i must admit convincing TruZe that he was hitting on guys and Brent almost getting killed by 3 black dudes and me breaking my knuckles were all good memories too...)
I miss Atreyu already...I fed off of the music so much, the energy, the passion...
I miss the fact that the people I looked up to USED to be honest with me...now its a facade of who they really are.
I miss laying ontop of you, staring into your eyes, wishing that it could be like that forever...
I miss the tears shed over you...a normally bad experience was turned into a realization of true feeling...
I miss having only 1 1/2 miles in separation as compared to 90...
I miss Carls Jr. runs...(not really a "run" its like 10 miles)
Speaking of runs, random Wal-Mart runs in the middle of the night....
I miss being one of 5 people at Greeley shows, screaming my heart out, and Natalie singing her soul out...and not caring if Greeley EVER got big, because we would have been there forever...
I miss hearing you sing.
I miss taking care of plants while i was the only one in town...
I miss randomly driving to Safford to NOT see LOTR...
I DON'T miss wanting what I couldn't have...
I miss your smiles...
I miss Irene's.
I miss installing a stereo and hearing you say a word that RARELY comes out of your mouth.
I miss driving through Globe hills and actually KNOWING where I was going...
I miss walking past the living room (at the apt.), and seeing you peacefully asleep...(Kristin was usually moving or restless...)
I miss you talking in your sleep and scaring me half to death...
I miss SALT...
I miss your eyes...
Most of all, I miss you...
"All of us are searching for an open arm..."-Blindside
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Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
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| Subject: | YEAH!! |
| Time: | 9:22 pm. |
| Mood: |  lonely. | | Music: | My Chemical Romance - To The End. |
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Slowly, My Space is taking over my daily internet use....check it out yo...
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/4347763
I miss Natalie...she's close...yet so far away...
I have no money again...but now all the money I earn goes to meeeee....
Rings are expensive so i hear...
lots of elipses.
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I worked. ALL freaking day outside on Monday. from 7am til 8pm...cleaning a rental house for my friends' dad. Fun stuff, got paid pretty well though...then today. Worked at my house, went out with Steven to the MVD, and then we went to Compass Bank, where as of tomorrow ALL of my financial secruity needs will be taken care of by Financial Services Manager Mr. Aaron Brown...ya!
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I'll get a Check card with a little Visa on it and a picture of Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
I'm finally paying off the MAIN part of my debt today...I'm pretty excited about it. I can't wait for that man!!
Look how pretty she is
When she falls down
Though there's no beauty in BLEEDING mascara
Lips are quivering
Like a withering rose...
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excited.
exhausted.
confused.
accomplished.